Livestream & avaruuskatten

Tänään oli piirustelupäivä. Aamulla oli vähän ylimäääristä aikaa, joten luonnostelin vähän huvin vuoksi. Illalla koulusta tullessani sama meno jatkui ja kahen tunnin päästä kuva näytti tältä. Se on yhä kesken. 

Se on avaruuskatten ja sil menee lujaa. Tänään kaverin luokse leffaa kattoon tai jotain muuta tekeen. Eilen leivoin mokkapaloja turkkarirouheella varustettuna. Hommauduin muuten myös livestreamiin, piirtelen siellä aina ajoittain ja esimerkiks tämän pitäis löytyä tallenteena sieltä. Osa kakkonen on myös tulossa Ls:ään. Tässä linken.

Not nine inch, but

I had to do something to my nails for the vanhojentanssit so I showed them some nailpolish. Maxfactor, Mavala and Constance Carrol ftw! My cuticles look horrible because they just always look like that. They're dry and ragged and you can see if I've been a little nervous lately if you take a look at them. Now they seem to be also orange because I had dyed my hair the day before and I've never been too big fan of those horrid plastic gloves.

Stripes stripes coral coral minsk minsk. The grey shade of Mavala nail polish I used was called Minsk indeed. In addition I had Diva Coral of Max Factor, normal CC's black and diamond. 

Shiny shiny sparkle sparkle!

Clothes

 I bought some clothes today to wear them at the afterparty of our vanhojentanssit (kinda senior prom thingie in Finland, Wikipedia is your friend!). I bought the shirt because it was cute, long and didn't cost like thousand euros. I can wear my shiny leggings with it, yay!

 Because I'm not too big fan of my arms I had to think sneaky and buy a jacket to cover them. It was rather expensive to my budget but I didn't mind. I love it somehow. Lol. Bought this one and the white girl t-shirt from One Way which is located downstairs of Oulu's Stockmann.

It's a Mickey shirt! I couldn't fight the temptation of buying one when I saw it in Seppälä of Stockmann Oulu. 

My dear... wallet and glasses and an earring I bought from London last spring! Love them all ofc. I've got two of those earrings but as I've got only one normal ear piercing, I need only one. No, I won't give one of these hand-made beauties for you. Yes, they're an actual pair of Ray Ban Wayfarers and yes, I've got real lenses in them. Those were the questions I've mostly asked answered.

The Conditions of Life As We Know Them

 I woke up at 5.55 but snoozed til 6.30 which is my normal time to wake up when the school starts at 8 AM. However, it didn't and I didn't remember I don't have to go there at 8 o'clock. So I woke up and went to the kitchen. I was freezing and I thought it must be as cold as in Russian hell (that's a Finnish figure of speech, actually) and it was. It's even couple of degrees colder down there as this is the second floor. So it's about -29,8 degrees. Finnish winters FTW!

 Then I decided to get dressed and do something as I didn't want to go back to sleep. That was quite strange for me but I did it. I chose random black jeans because it was too darn cold to wear anything really pretty, not matching socks because I didn't find any, and a green sweater I've bought when I was at junior high. It's like four years old but I guess it's okay. At least it's pretty warm.

 See my fancy big earring? It's from London, I bought it last spring. I can't wait til next year when I'll get back there! The note you see in the freezer door is just some question form from biology class. I'm gonna have me final exam of that this spring and I've already thought of starting to study it.

Some of my studying supplies. I want a new table cloth as I'm bored to this one. 

Because I had spare time this morning, I did so. I decided to write some notes from the first biology book we've had on highschool here. I'm trying to lose weight so I crossed the bag of chips you see there. And circled the apple as I should eat them!

 

The conditions of life as we know them. Now I'm off to school.

Lol.

I feel just like my MSN user icon says there. But in the sarcastic way. Why, you might ask. Well, because I don't see the point of anything. More point of than saying lol in the sarcastic way with an empty tone of voice. Lol. And yeah, I'll personally hang every person who tries to steel my magnificent icon there.

Ein Tag

I won't spam you with the outfit of the day because all my photos of it sucked badly. Instead you'll see more things of me. Just because I love Photoshop. The actions were from deviantART, check the favourites -> Useful resources of Shaimee if you want to know exactly what I used. I won't link because I don't remember whose things I used in each of these.

My hands do strange thingies. © Jokla

This thing was taken when my friends were visiting me. The things you see on the background are paintings made by me, most of them from last year. The dress was bought from Gina Tricot and the chess earring is from Lifestylekauppa (Oulu). As you see, my camera sucks badly. Especially in that dim light - we did change the light bulp but we didn't find any brighter.

Let the sunshine in.

I took it when the school had just started. I'd love those pilots but I'm not that big fan of the mirror surface of them. However, they were the only pilots dark enough to use in a bright, hot summer day, so I had to buy them. They are from Underground (Oulu). The hat is vintage from the 1970's or 1980's and I found it from the attic. It once belonged to my grandfather, who I never met as he died a couple of years before I was even born. Anywho, I love the hat he left me.

So look out Mister, don't you blow your last resistor
For a sister that'll certify ya, fy ya, fy ya

 

 

So this is a thing from the Halloween. Nothing special, I just forgot to straighten my hair and used more make up than I usually do. I was also wearing the cloak I made but it wasn't very handy inside the house (and I didn't go outside as it was snowing and it's not the done thing in this country) because it's big and flowing and my house really isn't. Neither of them.One person told me that I look like a guy dressed as a woman. I don't agree. The make up brands I use in this one: The Body Shop (the moisturizer, the foundation, the blush), Lumene (Natural Code mostly: the eye-liner, the mascara, the powder), Maybelline (the lipstick). The spade earring is from Underground and the pearls were a confirmation present from my grandmother.

Does anyone remember those summer days?

This is as old as the first pilot photo. Taken in the same day. I should use the shades and the hat more often like that!

A Persian as warm as mink

This might be my personal favourite. With my lovely winter hat, I'm wearing the fishnet bangs I bought from Underground. I love what the Photoshop did to it, as it's now cold and warm in the same time, looks a bit more luxyrious and 1970's-1980's retro. I can't help liking it, even if I did it myself. Success? This time.

The weight loosing is getting okay. Today I ate one apple, a big cup of coffee, three classes of 0% fat milk, vegetables, chicken, a slice of rye bread and two slices of full wheat yeast bread. I also ate little nuts but as I didn't eat lunch it was okay. Tomorrow me and the guys are going to play in the apartment of one of us (not me this time, haha - yet we've never played here as the only instruments available would be the electric organ, the acoustic guitar, the okarina and the cheap wooden flute). We don't have a microphone and I'm sick so I wonder how the singing will go. I wish nicely, but doubt that. By the way. Once in the lifetime I had a German vocabulary test and actually knew all the words. 

Sort of back?

35,5 degrees.

I was sick yesterday, so I didn't go to school. Today I did and I felt terrible half of the time. I didn't have fever. So yeah. I'm back in business with blogging. Why, you might ask and I'd answer you can never know. I guess I try to keep my thinspiration up as I started losing weight today. It's a long process and I don't know when it will end but I gues it will some day. I wonder how my cactus looks way better now when it's starved and hasn't got even water for ages. It looks fresh and green and healthy. However, I don't.

Queen mug, bought from London

So I starte my day with a good and new cup of coffee. I used my normal Queen mug I drink from at times and ate a small mandarin. I wish it was a fruit and not a person. Although, how can we be sure that eating fruits is any more ethic than eating the persons? However, I just ate one and it didn't help a thing.

Minä juon nyt kahvia.

I went to the school wearing pretty much these things. The tunic is pure white Rosebud thing I bought a couple of months ago from Secondhand Store (Oulu). The leggingses are Vero Moda's ABBA-pants which I bought from sale last summer. The wristband is from Romeo & Julia (Oulu) and the tie (yeah, it's a real thing men and some women also use to wear around their necks) I've tied around my waist (or where it should be) is from Paljekirppis (a secondhand thingie in Oulu as well). And yes. They are real Ray Bans and they have -2.0 lenses in them, deal with it.

It was snowing, yet it wasn't showing!

I walked my way to school, did not do very much of talking, heard of changing things and kept thinking what to do myself. Luckily there was still that snow that ruined my hairday but made it otherwise much more beautiful. Gods I love winter!

On the way to Alabama... Not, just in Oulu.

After the schoolday, which was shorter than usual as there was the abi-day which meant our third-year students weren't at school but at the university and the biology rehearsal class I was supposed to have was cancelled. There was no point for Eija to keep a class for just one student,  now wasn't there? So when I got home at 12.30, I didn't go there but left to the city and went shopping. I also will get my London photos on paper but they won't be ready until tomorrow.

I diamond it. It replaces my iPod Nano which I've lost somewhere, and makes the bus travels way more easier.

Do not use this kind of shoes in downtown if you're sick and don't want to get any worse. Especially if there's snow and the temperature is low low low and it's windy and snowing even more. I just did that. Just begause my beloeved Vagabonds DIED yesterday or so as the zipper got broken.

The Perfect Colour

I bought two pairs of jeans. The lighter ones are a little big but as the colour was just what I was seeking for and they cost only 15 € I just had to buy them from H&M. I also bought a t-shirt, a basic black tank top to wear under the white tunic and other things, a ring and fuzzy mittens to keep my hands warm.

Snowpearls

One of the fuzzy fake fur mittens and the ring-a-ling I got from Gina Tricot! The fuzzies I bought from Glitter and they cost 15,90 and are really warm. My hands were literally freezing there and as I had just been sick I had to buy something to keep those from dying, after all, my hands are pretty much all I've got! The ringiewingie wasn't cheaper than 9,90. The darker version would have been cheaper but it didn't look half that wintry.

Warm as mink.

So I told you about the tö-shirt and the darker jeans? Here they are! I'm mad at lip printed shirts and the font just drove me insane so I couldn't resist adopting this little shirtie in my closet for 9,90 from Gina Tricot. The jeans were from H&M and cost 39,95. What's with the hat then? I bought my lovely winter hattie secondhandedly from rummage sale called Paljekirppis in Oulu. It cost 10 € and  was in perfect condition and me and my mother found later out it was real fur and leather. It's darn warm and I can't help adoring it. I literally searched trough whole city and didn't find the right fake fur hat and there it was on the flea market! I was stunned. Now I'm just hyper. Although I really aren't as I'm still sick but you get the idea.

Minsky girl

I also bought purple and blue Dodwell nail polishes from Underground. They had got also new corsettes which were deathly neat! The white one was the one I wore today and have also bought from UG and the greyish Minsk by Mavala is there just because I like its name.

Taukoilua

Ei helkkari, vähän on ollut pitkä tauko blogeilussa! Enkä nytkään ehdi loruilla pidemmin. Nauttikaa sen sijaan uudesta alter-ego -hahmostani, Magpie Glasgowista ja hänen susimuodostaan.

Kesä ja hih.

En osaa pelata biitsiä ja vähänkö hävetti eilen koulun liikuntapäivässä kun en osannut ja ihana liikunnanopettajamme käski miun sitten pelaamaan. No mutta, ei mahda mitään. Se opettaja on ihan oikeasti kiva, eikä sarkastisesti kuten ehkä fiksuimmat osasivat ajatella. Kirjoitusprojektini seisovat koska on koko ajan kiire tai väsyttää tai ei inspiroi ja sama koskee ihan kaikkea muutakin. Tänään piti lukea biologiaa, mutten saanut koko aluetta luettua ja alkuviikosta olisi testi. Jotenkin loistavaa taas. Torstaina ehkä olikin, ainakin kaupungissa meni puolille öin ja seura oli hienoa. Arvostan, että nekin ehkä jaksoivat minua ainakin vähän, toivottavasti jaksavat vastakin ja toivottavasti joskus taas pidetään jotkut illanistujaiset. En tykkää viikonlopuista, joina lagailla yksin kotona tai porukoiden luona, istua neljään asti koneella kun selkä on jo vainaa ja kuunnella vesisadetta pimeissä pirteissä tuolilla keikkuen kun ihmisiä ei ole ja kaikki elämä on jossakin muualla.

Oon ehkä vähän ihmisriippuvainen, mutta ihmiset ottakoon sen kohteliaisuutena. Oon yleensä nimittäin ihmisistä enemmänkin ahdistuva, tai ainakin oon ennen ollut. Nykyään tyypit ovat paremminkin elinehto ja jos pitää viettää neljäsosa vuotta näkemättä niitä, on siinä kestämistä. Ainakin jos ei ole mitään muuta sijaistoimintaa, johon energiansa purkaa. Kuten joku sanoikin, ylirentouduin kesällä ja se meni vähän niin kuin ohi huomaamatta. Tai siis huomasihan sen koska se oli nälkävuoden pituinen, mutta se oli sellainen elämätön jakso.

 Mutta takaisin asiaan ja elämään. Ensiviikolla on kai jotain ja viime viikolla oli ainakin se torstai. Haluan elokuviin ja haluan antaa ihmisille lahjoja, muttei minulla ole rahaa eikä inspiraatiota eikä syytä. En ymmärrä mitä ostan niille (tai teen) synttärilahjaksi sitten kun niillä sellaisia on, kun en tiedä yhtään mitä ne tarvitsevat. Le gasp. Kaikkea se minäkin stressaan. Näin hauskoja unia taas muuten, mutten muista mitä niissä tapahtui. Muistan vaan henkilöt.

Kuvassa Alastor Emil Benjami Zaphod Fender eli tuttavallisemmin Osku. Äitin kissa, joka sentään nautti kesästä ja paljon.

Dataan läpi yön & Anthropologie

Siltä ainakin näyttää. Oon istunu koneella tuntikausia, en edes hirveä katsoa kuinka kauan oon ollut tässä. Eilen vietin yöni muokkaamalla vanhoja, tai no, keväisiä Lontoo-kuvia Photarilla uuteen kuosiin, jotta voisin julkaista niitä. Tänään olen irkannut ja kirjoittanut ficciä, jota ehkä voisin julkaista jossain vaiheessa Yökahveissa jos nyt ihmiset jaksaa lukea.

Ikkunasta huristi just ohi poliisiauto ja paikallisesta baarista tekee esiintyjät lähtöään. Markkinahumu on ohi, ja olen melkein iloinen. Ei tunnu miltään oikeasti, mutta voisin olla iloinen jos tuntuisi joltain. Oli sinällään kurjaa, että nuo markkinantapaiset oli nyt. Yleensä ihmiset tykkää tällaisista tai sitten vihaavat väkijoukon vuoksi, mutta minä olin taas hassu ja dissasin tapahtumaa omista syistäni. Tällä kertaa syy oli se, ettei minulla ollut ketään kenen kanssa mennä sinne ja tiedän aika varmasti, että ainakin osa kavereistani on kuitenkin mennyt sinne. Hmh.

Vähän on kivaa kirjoittaa vertauskuvallisesti. Ja mun pitäis lukea uudelleen Nancy. Luin eilisen ja toissapäivän aikana Poutasen Ihanan meren (Kira Poutanen: Ihana meri), joka oli ihan hyvä tämän kirjoittamani tekstin kannalta, koska tässäkin kerrotaan syömishäiriöstä. En tykännyt kirjan kielestä yhtään ja se oli kirjoitettu vähän tökerösti ja toisaalta tuntui, että juttu oli vähän epärealistinen välillä. Ainakin päähenkilön persoonallisuus muuttui tosi radikaalisti yhtäkkiä ja min ainakin oon luullut että ne muutokset tulee pikkuhiljaa. Kirjassa oli myös muutama lyöntivirhe. Ihmettelen, että se on saanut jonkun palkinnon silloin aikanaan (joku Junior Finlandia tms), en minä ainakaan olisi myöntänyt sellaista kirjalle, jossa on typoja. No, kai se on mennyt tuomaristolta ohi silmien tai sitten minä vaan oon niin armoton pilkunraiskaaja.

Saa muuten ehdottaa kirjoja. Sellaisia, joissa päähenkilöillä on kova kohtalo (en silti syö vaikka loppu ois onnellinen). Rankat asiat ja teemat ovat ok, niistä on jännä lukea. Kieltolistalla ovat Isabel Allenden kirjat, huonosti käännetyt opukset ja muut. Sarjakuviakin saa suositella.

Ja lopuksi kuva kesäyön piristykseksi:

Lontoolaisen kaupan ikkunasta. Kuvassa näkyvät turkoosileggingssiset punasukkajalat on minun.

Kuvista

Niin.

Aattelin laittaa tällaisen, koska tulen laittamaan tänne tulevaisuudessa ehkä enemmältikin kuvasia.